tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1607691059014798317.post1240452936294713469..comments2023-12-24T23:44:01.305-05:00Comments on Standing Firm in Quicksand: being real, journal entriesMrs. Hhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05067758149483541809noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1607691059014798317.post-22177496281892805202008-10-01T14:44:00.000-04:002008-10-01T14:44:00.000-04:00Ok.. you have me in tears... Your entries are so r...Ok.. you have me in tears... Your entries are so real and how so many of us feel... unworthy of an Awesome and Faithful God when we are so flippant and unfaithful at times in our walk... <BR/><BR/>Oh, honey, I feel your ache.... my heart still aches 30 1/2 years after losing my dear son. I remember being in the shower one morning after he had gone to be with God... crying out.. why my son, Lord??????????????... a quiet voice spoke to me and said, "My Son died for you.......... " <BR/><BR/>I wonder still... I see a man about my son's age and think that could be Matthew... He could have been married and had how many children? ... And I remember God's voice in my heart.... knowing that He knows best... and that someone somewhere is being helped by my loss and His love and care.... yes, after all this time, I still shed tears for my son... but not hopeless tears.. not angry but sincere, loving, trusting tears, knowing that God has a purpose and that He and He alone knows the beginning and the end.<BR/><BR/>Bless you, sweetie... Here is a big cyber hug JUST for you.... I know God loves and cares and works thru you. You are so brave to share your heart....God will bless that genuineness!<BR/><BR/>hugs,<BR/>MarciaHDMachttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18143268594835639142noreply@blogger.com